Friday, November 24, 2006
today actually have shepherding derhs ;
but there was no teaching ..
i just wanted to ask abt her life larhs .
it was a total failure ,
and i was sosososo dicouraged ..
no matter what pple told mie ;
i just listen but i nvr really care larhs .. ):
went home after outreach ,
then keep thinking and thinking .
almost cried larhs .. )':
then cuizhen talk to mie ; i really no mood larhs ..
i was prompted by the holy spirit to go and seek god .
so i obeyed ; and God re - assured mie ((:
of his promises , his blessings . etc .
the verses ;
- I am going to make you fruitful and will increase your numbers . I will make you a community of peoples , and I will give you this land as an everlasting possession to your descendants after you . ( yeah ! wahahahs , God yoo promise wan uhs . cannot break promise horhs . i know yoo wonte wan larhs . hehes xP )
- God will be with you and take you back to the land of your fathers . ( i know at the end ; you`ll take mie back and enjoy life with ya Jesus :))
- I will look for your deliverance , O Lord . ( i know that i should and i will (: so God , thank you in advance for delivering mie . )
- So then , don`t be afraid . I will provide for you and your children And he reassured them and spoke kindly to them . ( just as he did to mie :))
- But God will surely come to your aid and take you up out of this land to the land he promised on oath to Abraham , Isaac and Jacob . ( I shall believe as i work . )
God knows my problems and i know he will deliver mie from all my pain and sufferings . He wonte ever forsake mie and will bless mie (: Thank yous Lord , for speaking and reassuring mie once again .
thats all for today ,
confirmation ! busy calling pple . nights in advance (:
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decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
8:18 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
TINGTING ;
MY BELOVED AND BEAUTIFUL SHEPHERD . <33s
hahahs . she wanted mie to praise her in my blog . xD
okays back to blogging ,
i donte know what went wrong with mie yst ;
was so emo that i cried .. ):
but nevertheless , i got a fresh new touch from God again today . ((:
Holy spirit prompted mie to fast and pray and all that .
so i`ve decided ! i`m gonna fast from internet and meat .
from tmr onward larhs . hahahs . xP
but i`ll still be online from 7pm - 9pm everyday .
so if wanna contact mie ; call mie or online during that period of time . (:
yeahs ; other times , i`ll be spending time with God
and in his presence ! wooohooos ! xD
so shiok rights ? spending long hours with God himself ;
talking to him and everything . so great larhs .
i`m so excited for this week . its gonna be a busy and FRUITFUL week (:
so looking forward yeahs ? wahahahs .
i think alort of pple are feeling the same with mie .
and i`m so into 25 man !
so enthu for God lerhs . yeahs !! x)
and i must and will hit my own CG size !
with God ; all things are possible (:
thats God's promise and i`m gonna claim it with faith .
i randomly filpped to this page then i saw this verse . { ezekiel 39 : 8-11 }
- But you , O house of israel , will produce branches and fruit for my people Israel , for they will soon come home. I am concern for you and will look on you with favor ; you will be plowed and sown , and I will multiply the number of people upon you , even the whole house of israel. The towns will be inhabited and the ruins rebuilt . I will increase the number of men and animals upon you , and they will be fruitful and become numerous. I will settle people on you as in the past and will make you prosper more than before. Then you will know that I am the Lord .
so many promises and assurance . thank yous Lord. (:
yoo assured mie over and over again , i shall trust and rely on yoo .
yeahs ; back to talk abt fasting .
for ppl who's reading my blog derh info ;
fasting for us christians is concentrating on God ,
when we fast , we concentrate and rely on God . also ;
its abt self control .
fasting is a battle for the mind ; not just a battle for the stomach .
if we grow in self control in fasting ;
we will also see self control in other areas of our lifes !
place SPIRIT above flesh .
spiritual needs comes first then physical needs .
&&& fasting is feasting on God .
feasting on God's presence l God's word etc .
its like a spiritual buffet where we get to feast more on SPIRITUAL THINGS ! xD
and when fasting there is three things we need to plan .
1; WHY .
- we need to ask ourself why do we wanna fast , have obectives .
fasting without objectives is just dieting .. (:
2; WHAT .
- what do yoo wanna fast from , like things yoo enjoy doing or eating .
it will help yoo rely on God and have self control .
3; WHERE .
- set aside a place just to communicate with God .
be desperate for God . praying is not powerful when we`re not desperate . (:
yeahs ! my three objectives .
- i wanna be more consious of my sins and have a BREAKTHROUGH in that area ! (:
- more sensitive to the Holy Spirit's voice ; experience more of Him .
- my sheep's spiritual life ; and my relationship with them ! .
&&& today's prayer meet within our cg was great ! . X)
we simply prayed and prayed ; planned and planned .
i found my own convictions in clinging onto the Lord no matter what happens and my reason for taking care of my sheep .
# 1 . No one is perfect other than the Lord and He never fails if you place your reliance and trust in Him . However , humans are not perfect and we will fail . so might as well i place my reliance and trust in Him ! right ? ((:
# 2 . i believe God place us arnd our friends or family etc for a purpose and we come on earth to fulfil this very purpose ! if we`re not doing it , then why are we living on earth ? might as well go heaven lerhs .. so as you`re on earth ; fulfil this purpose and be a good influence to everyone . (:
and i wanna take faith and believe that sat i`ll be able to go for ;
believers gathering , prayer meet and service ! x)
thats abt it .
soooooooooooooooooo ;
keep mie in your prayer that i`ll have a breakthrough in self control yeahs ? THANKS ! xD -- loves -- <33s>
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decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
8:53 PM
i remind all ;
this is gonna be an emo post .
cause i aint feeling good now , listen to my thoughts .
God ;
i pray that you'll take away all these negative thoughts and
fill my mind with positive and joyful ones . (:
hais . hais . hais .
i'm suddenly reminded of our past friendships .
wuqianjin . xingan.baobei . zuikeai.xiaokeai.haokeai . bestbuddy .
we used to be so close . yet now so far apart ..
we used to share secrets ; do things together ..
we used to promise ; no secrets among any of us ..
but no more secrets are shared within us now ..
or should i say , secrets are just shared within some small groups of each ?
maybe barhs ; i also wonte know anyways .
donte mind mie saying all these .
i just need to let it all off my heart ..
i'm not blaming anyone larhs ; its not any of us derh faults .
i just find it so ke xi . we used to share such close friendship .
but i still wanna thank all of yoo individually . (:
♥ wanling.xingan.bestbuddy;wuqianjin --
heys . we've known each other since young right ?
so many years lerhs . its been a joy growing up with ya .
thanks for once being by my side when i'm almost breaking down .
thanks for once treating mie as your bestbuddy . (:
i`ll never forget those times we shared so deeply ;
never forget those times we cried together in the rain ;
laughing like insane as san ge feng zi in that car .
really happy to have yoo in my life ,
though now we're not so close anymore .
i`ll constantly keep yoo in my prayer ;
that yoo`ll be alright from everything thats coming or have came into your life .
take cares . -- <33s
♥ xiaoxuan.haokeai;wuqianjin --
(: though i may not know yoo for long ,
but we had this really good friendship before .
and i really tresure it alort . i`ll never forget .
those times we went sentosa together ;
zilian together ; happy together ; sad together ..
thanks for being so understanding ,
listening to mie cry during mid night over the phone ;
going out with mie early in the morning ..
i know now your life is in a mess , and i donte know how can i help yoo .
i may not be a very good friend ; but i`ll surely be there if yoo need mie .
samely ; i`ll constantly keep yoo in my prayer .
take cares . i donte wanna see yoo so sad anymore . -- <33s
♥ jiahui.xiaokeai;wuqianjin --
loves ! you're still with mie .
but we donte have those memorable moments anymore .. ):
sadded . still rmb we go find jess that time ?
soooo funny . ;D along the way ; we like siaos lidhats .
but that was part of our memo-s too . (:
although we got silly quarrels over lil lil things ;
we always managed to continue our friendship .
xiexie for those memorable memories .
take care ; and continue to grow in God . -- <33s
♥ celia;wuqianjin --
heyheys . among all can say mie and yoo is most not close wan larhs ,
but i still treat yoo like a sister lidhats . (:
we donte have much memories to speak of ;
and i donte know along the road will yoo and i become close .
nevertheless ;
i`ll keep those days in school soending time with ya in my mind forvever .
even if its just going to recess ; bpp together .
take cares ; with many loves . -- <33s
some random people ; thanks alort .
they helped mie a great deal or listened to my nonsense . great friends they are (:
♥ cuizhen --
thanks alort for taking medicine and breakfast to my hse when i`m sick all that .
thanks alort for caring and listening to mie when i`m truely down ..
we may not be very close friends yets ;
but yoo do make a great friend . and i meant great . (:
forgive mie ; hitting yoo for nothing ,
scolding yoo just because i`m down etc .
i appreciate your care and concern for mie .
xiexie ni soooooooooooo much . loves -- <33s
♥ sitong --
sister ! we grew up together also . (:
there may be times when we quarrelled ;
but still we had times when we go crazy together ..
each time i feel sad ;
i`ll come to yoo & yoo`ll hear my sorrows .
thanks so much .
may it be mie and my parents quarrel or anything else ,
yoo never fail to give mie advise and comfort mie ..
even though now yoo may not be able to see this post ;
i really wanna thank yoo personally (:
THANKS sister ; and grow to become a shepherd quickly .
JIAYOU in your walk with God . -- <33s
♥ xiaojun --
heyheys . thanks alort yeahs ? (:
for listening to mie say so much rubbish all that ..
think yoo donte believe in friendships as much as i do .
but nvm ! yoo`ll experience true friendships in church . trust mie .
lols ; and thanks for cheering mie up with your act cuting ..?
hahahs . so cute , twinkle twinkle lil star uhs ?
yeahs . take cares & jiayous in your walk with god .
i`ll keep yoo in my prayer toos . -- <33s
♔ i treasure each and every friendship with all of yoo all .
hope yoo what i`m talking abt ; and know how l`m feeling . (:
blogging until here . nights people . { edited . }
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decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
4:06 AM